i've been in a funk since the start of the holidays,which explains why i haven't blogged in forever.
my birthday's next friday,but i'll be celebrating it tomorro and once again with my younger sis who shares the same birthday as me.my cus tessa has the same birthday as me too*blithely rolls eyes*,but she'll be celebrating hers this sunday at the singapore island country club or whatever it's called.
seriously.a country club.
my aunty called and told me.the convo went like this:

aunty: ...and her birthday's this sunday at the singapore island country club.must come ah,all her friends are coming you know!there's gonna be a magic show and...
me: no.
aunty: yes!
me: NO.
aunty: YES!
me: *delirious*NO!
aunty: *starting to get irritated* YES!come this sunday and see for yourself!

then the phone line dies.

you know how old tessa is?
seven.
SEVEN!and her party's at a country club!
when i was seven i was happy just celebrating at home with a powerpuff girls spongecake-.-
but no,tessa's gonna have like an extravagent pink party.pink balloons pink everything[seeing as she's kerazy abt pink.]

i guess it's true what they say.
mgs girls are rich.

skipped school today=D

only i woke up with a damned fever and cold.ahaha,i don't really mind tho,coz i get to shout at my younger sister and the tables have been turned[unfortunately just for one freakin day];like as in she gets scolded for disturbing me.

btw,my friendster is officially dead so don't send requests nemore.

warning: long boring random post ahead!

yesterday was really boring,so i was like searching for random vids on youtube and taking photos of freaking everything.

the veronicas songs are nice but their latest video Hook me up is pretty much their best so far.

i was eating Cadbury[peppermint!]chocolate
at first it was like this:











and then after that:












my dog sleeping
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adorable!(okay maybe she's like nine this year but that doesn't mean she isn't adorable anymore*blithely rolls eyes*)













my attempt of avril's heart-cross whatever thing












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post rain yesterday--
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at pan pacific to celebrate my mother's birthday
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japanese restaurant!=D

























































i was too busy eating to bother taking other photos of the food-.-

other photos of pan pac;












the winding stairs
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end of long,boring random post=]

we have to do this stupid kiterunner project so we decided to meet at xiao ying's house at 11.30 on monday.
issie and i met at like 10.40 coz we were planning to scare rilhvana and anh.
then xy called my handphone,and she went "meet at twelve thirty," only i didn't know it was her,i thought it was some crazed old woman prank calling!so i went"who are you?don't anyhow call my phone--" and then she yelled into the receiver "BECKY,STOP PRETENDING!" i couldn't think of what to say,except who the heck is this mentally unstable old woman calling my phone who knows my name?
seriously.
it took me like,two minutes before i realised it was xiaoying!
and by then she sounded really pissed,she really thought i had been pretending.
we had to hang around until twelve thirty,doing freaking nothing!by the time we reached her house we were drenched because of the heavy rain.
well her house was fun,i really liked the chinchilla!
there was one point issie and i opened the cage cos i wanted to carry chichi(that's what xy calls it neway)and it dashed into xiaoying's room-.-
instead of helping us catch it,xiao ying closed the door behind us and told us to
catch the chinchilla!
which ofcourse,we failed at.i mean everytime the chinchilla ran across the room i screamed uber loudly but didn't dare to pick it up.and issie had taken shelter on xiaoying's bed coz she doesn't take to running chinchillas much.
too lazy to blog about everything,read issie's blog for more.

i realise i ate heck alot that day:

one plate of spag pomodoro,one cravio(icecream),1 packet of cola haribo roulettes,2 glasses of pepsi, two slices of pizza from pizza hut, 2 starry munchies[pizza hut], indofood spicy chicken noodles,rice and soup,and magnum

i don't believe i downed so much food in one day,seriously.

btw,has anyone realised how much kelly clarkson has changed?
if her videos are anything to go by.
BEFORE: a moment like this
AFTER: go

see the difference yourself,her voice and pitch and everything isn't as good as in the past.

wl i haven't blogged since,i don't know?
but i've been basically wasting my time dreaming of bangkok!
i'm staying in pathumwan princess,and like,it's near chatuchak market and right above MBK mall!my father was all,"so you can shop at mbk,then go and rest when you're tired in the hotel room,then shop again."
which is really surprising coming from him.
anyway i started searching for nice places and stuff,and i found these pictures of switzerland.
the glacier express:
















omgosh i'm so taking this train someday:










but that's nothing compared to new zealand,it looks awesomely awesome!

archway islands off new zealand



















the south bay island











and these are random islands off nz

























too bad to get to the islands you have to sit on some stupid boat and blahwhatever which could capsize or just break or be attacked by a menacing shark if it decides your boat looks tempting enough to be eaten.

exams are c.o.m.i.n.g,and i haven't started studying.
I'm going to be demoted at this rate,=(

Okay,i cant wait anymore so i'm just going to say this now.
I'm going to bangkok!!
like,in december. damn far away and everything but i still can't wait,i'm going to S.H.O.P like kerazy and buy everything i see,omgosh i sound like i'm crazed or something.
i already bought the magazines which i'll be reading on the plane,coz the flight's almost three hours.but i can't believe i'm taking that damned tiger airways plane!my father's so thrifty,seriously.
and there'll be no food for like what..three hours?incredulous.i can't live without food for that long.last year on that (damn)plane going to Phuket i completely crumbled and paid $3 for the small,mini packet of Famous Amos cookies!and it was stale.there was this guy on that plane who bought like,3 packets of cup noodles on the plane.and they sell one for $5.but then,you know,hunger makes people do crazy things.

so anyway,this is the hotel room i'll probably be staying in.My father booked two rooms so it's like this room but double,with the cable tv and internet and bathrooms.










i really wanted the suite!
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but it proved to costly for my [thrifty!] father.he said since we'll be shopping so much it's pointless taking an expensive suite,we should just use our money on buying clothes and stuff.
an island off bangkok or something,which i want to go to!but i can't,coz 1)i'm afraid of falling into the sea on my way to that island, and 2)my rents would never allow it.the island:












it looks like paradise!

i can't wait any longer=]

i know it's a bit too late to blog about this,but what's the excitement about the stupidstupid harry potter book?i mean,everyone knows the ending by now coz the freakin newspapers everywhere in the world and radio stations have given away the ending.also it's just a book.do people really have to queue up outside borders like,one day before its release just so they can get their grimy hands on a copy before anyone else?
people who actually bother are just either 1)so obsessed with harrypotter they even kiss the cover and shriek like a bunch of lunatics,or 2)have nothing better to do,so they go to borders and add to the already streaming queue of fans and losers anticipating the lame book.

okay i guess everyone has preferential tastes,but seriously a fuss over nothing.

anyway.mrs t changed our places yesterday.she was like staring at issie and me,and suddenly she said "rilhvana you sit with rebecca,isabelle you sit with ---------"
not saying her name because of privacy reasons and all that,what the heck.
when she said i'm sitting with rilh i was like dang i'm not sitting with her!at least i can make fun of her
*muahaha*
but i think no one will one to sit with a someone in our class coz she just sucks and is full of crap.and i'm not saying who so if you read this don't start spreading rumours that i wrote whatever about whoever.
i found out something tho: Rilh misses the person she used to sit next to *ahem* her best friend.i can tell,cos she keeps sighing and gets this dreamy look in her eyes like someone thinking of the past.

went to my cousin's house last sunday.i can't believe she's moving houses again.
her pink bedroom entrance:














she's the shorter one in the picture:














love her pink fan!wish i had one just like it,so damn pretty.





























the entrance area:














i want to s-l-e-e-p now=]

my mother said i could go shopping today yesterday.and she would give me a hundred to spend.but today,she was like,"you can't go,it's [my cousin's] party remember?"
so i became uber angry and i just hung up.the bad thing with mobiles is you can't slam the phone,what the heck,you can only click it off.
i know i sound like i'm a brat or whatever,but i'm just wallowing in disappointment.it's not my fault.
so i went to 7-11 and bought three ben and jerry's.and that butter toast.












i would have gotten the big tub but unfortunately i was short of $1.15=(
so i indulged.i feel much better but y'know now i'll just put on a load of weight.hmph.
icecream makes good therapy when you're feeling down=D










it looks a lot nicer than in the picture.
i took a picture of the view from my bedroom:

reminds me of like,a fairytale or some summer camp in the parent trap =]

we were walking home just now and then we saw this something,and there were flies all around it and stuff.so i was like,"eww must be a lizard or something," and then issie saw the body and she went"no,lizards aren't so big...oh my God,it's a cat!"
and we looked, and the head was decomposed!so pitiful huh?the stupid decomposing bacteria had probably been attacking the poor kitten for days.and the cat was so skinny,it must have died of hunger.and it's tongue was sticking out of its mouth.seriously it's not funny okay,just sad.
it was so gruesome and painful just to look at,think of how much the poor kitten suffered=(
so here's the picture...









omgosh poor,poor kitten.


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rest in peace:)

anyway,i was bored yesterday noon cos i was home the whole day,so i started blowing bubbles with that bubble blower thing.













when you're bored blowing bubbles is funfunfun x)
the only bad thing about this picture is the background.my house is next to the flying fox and all that,which reminds me of camp.
like i need to bring back memories of the hell i went through.
hmph.
this is the picture of the butterflies i blogged about last time,the giant one:











i can't wait for switched tonight.so damn nice=)

stayed home today cos i'm sick.
omgosh, i feel so lightheaded and dizzy=/
i'm going to the clinic later.my mother gave me $30 for the bill.see how much doctors earn!
hmph.
watching suite life on youtube.ahaha seriously funny.click on the link to watch it.
i don't feel like blogging anymore coz i don't feel like myself.uber cold.
going to update my myspace now=]

too lazy to blog really=D
seriously, i hate my blog url!
beckyyyyy.blogspot.com sounds so stupid. i want to change it to something else but i can't say or some blogless idiot passerby will read my blog and take that name away!

neway the other day i was talking to my cousin and she suddenly asked"what's your dream car?"
very random i know.
so i thought and thought.
and i've finally decided!!
a volkswagen pink beetle.

see, it's so pretty and it's pink!
i fell in love with it immediately.
it sounds stupid and you're probably thinking "this girl is crazy she's not even FIFTEEN but she wants a car!"

if you thought that,then you have a problem coz who the heck doesn't like pink?!
i know there are goths and punks who worship black,but pink is the new black!

Even Avril Lavigne likes pink--but seriously,i don't like her new songs except runaway and when you're gone.The rest is just like, cotton candy pop.in some instances she even reminds me hilary duff!
and you know hilary's songs are HOPELESS, like:

to the beat of my heart,the beat of my heart,the beat of my heart now it's back to the start!

and that was the chorus!seriously.
her newer song With Love:
Just do it with love love love love
Just do it with love love love love
Just do it with love


i listened to it on the radio and was like,"uhuh.another stupid song from a duff sister."
okay haylie duff is okay,but hilary's lyrics are just hopeless.if she didn't act as lizzie mcguire last time,she would have disappeared from the spotlight by now.

omgosh,hope i get to watch nancy drew this friday.

went to issie's house the other day to do th chinese blog and we didn't even know how to use xanga!so we tried blogspot.
and failed.

what normal school will ask their students to make a chinese blog?
stupid waste of time.
and i kept arranging with zx to meet online so she can teach me how to make a chinese blog but i keep forgetting ^__<
like today she was supposed to teach me but i decided i'd rather shop ahaha.

hmm the past few days have been dam rainy and wet.
and there are more and more insects moving into my house!

like yesterday there was a baby roach in my BEDROOM and it was flying in circles around the light[yeah i didn't know cockroaches could fly ^^]
my sister caught it with the gacha thing and later flushed it down the toilet bowl.

wahaha!stupid cockroach.no one loves you(i know i sound mean but i hate insects and only a freak will like cockroaches)

and then there were these huge moths in the garden!and two of them were like,stuck to each other on a tree.
i hate insects!

wonder why God created them in the first place.i mean like mosquitoes cause dengue!and caterpillars look gross!even when they turn into butterflies,their bodies are still caterpillar form and they fly around my head everytime i go to the garden!

omgosh,my rents are still nagging me to study.i don't want to study!i just want to like,travel the world^^ and never look at my damn physics/chinese/socialstudies/chem textbooks ever again.

and have unlimited money.

too bad it will never happen *sighs*

i've been so obsessed with myspace i didn't bother

blogging^.-

yesterday i watched shrek 3,it's seriously funny!

nothing like the crappy reviews life! gave.

hmmm and then after that i went to my school to talk to the

principal and ask if i could take lit.

she freaking repeated everything!!

i was so irritated.

like this:


her:i'm sorry but you can't take lit.look at your results!you
tell me.
me:*silence,cursing her under my breath*
her:you tell me.look at your results.
me:*very irritated*
her:have you done well,rebecca?
me:*silence*
*cursecursecurse*

that's just all the combinations of the same words she can think of.and she tried staring me down!
normally i'm not very confident but when people stare,i get irritated!
so i stared back.
actually i glared.
if looks could kill she'd be dead by now!

i know i sound very hateful and you can think whatever you want about me but she is the worse person ever!
my father wants me to transfer to paya lebar med,but it's like 2 hours' drive
away?
and neighbourhood schools have like gangs and chain smokers and ahlians and freaky starers!

on the other hand if i moved maybe there would be less sucky teachers?

but i would be friendless o__0

i'm so depressed.

didn't blogged for a long time cos i was lazy=] wahaha.
yesterday i logged into my hotmail account and it was empty!

as in zero mail!

my five hundred over emails were gone!

deleted!

everything!!
and it had switched to the Windows Live version which is seriously stupid.
so i sent a feedback thing to them and i wasn't exactly polite(if you had all your emails deleted would you be polite?!)

hmph.

if they want nice feedback they should be nice to people like me who are loyalists to hotmail and don't use gmail or yahoo or whatever!

[seriously what's the difference between gmail and hotmail and yahoo?the layout?-__-"]

hmmm and i wanted my inbox to get mail quickly coz it sucks when it's empty,looks so sad.
so i joined some mailing lists!

www.topshop.com just click on syle notes to sign up.

i signed up towww.girlfriend.com.au and www.stardoll.com too^^


as if having your mail deleted isn't bad enough,i had tuition yesterday and bahar didn't go cos she's in iran so i was stuck alone in the class!

i swear,the idiot teach has nothing better to do.he kept looking under my desk to see if i was smsing.he'll be like,''do you want me to confiscate your phone?" and i will go "obviously not." then he will say,"then keep it!"

what the heck is wrong with using your phone in tuition?

and why do teachers always ask stupid questions like 'Do you want me to confiscate your phone?' when the answer is so obvious?!

but yesterday was the worst ever.the convo went like this:

*i write the answer 3,4,6 on the paper*
teach:so what is 3,4,6?
me: umm.the answer.
teach:but what is it?
me:numbers.
teach:don't try to be funny!
me:i'm telling the truth.
teach:it's the answer for the first question!!
me:i know.
teach:then?write it down!
me:i've already written it down. *holds up paper* see?
teach:*silence*
teach:do the next question!

i really felt like saying,"you are such a @!#%^&*!!!!!!!!"
but ofcourse i didn't.

talking to my teacher is like talking to a brainless idiot.

after tiotion ended,i went to the stationary shop,fuming^^
and bought 2 notebooks!

nice?














very!
so i went home happy=D
and they were only $1.10!!

blog soon=]

i've finally changed my skin!
yeah i think this one looks nicer=)

neway what is wrong with everyone?!
they're all like switching to xanga and saying it is better.as if!you can't even personalise your blog with your own skin!what kind of crap is that?
pffft.
i think this will be the last time i blog until after the exams.

today i was on the bus and there was this couple and they were like,making out on the bus.
ughh.
nothing better to do?
it is so obscene!
go make out at home lah.and they did it on the front of the bus where everyone can see,especially the bus driver,from his mirror.poor guy.

i can't wait for the year to end.i seriously need a new form teach!the current one sucks.she's like,"your hair is thick.pin it up."
as if i care if my hair is thick?i'm born like that anyway.so you're making fun of me?
damn you.

hmmm i can't wait for exams to be over.
until then(=

hmmm i ate this the other day at a Clementi Coffee Shop.

it tastes even better than it looks.seriously.

i even went to a coffee shop to eat it!and you know what? i hate coffee shops.the smell of palm oil and freaking smokers[i don't CARE if the MOH set aside a corner for the stupid smokers,the smell still spreads and it seriosuly makes my clothes stink,UGHH].

it's called botak jones(:

i haven't been to a coffeshop in like three months?everytime my father wants to go,i'm like,"no,no, it will make my hair smell like PUKE okay?"

then my dad will go,"your hair may smell like puke but the food is nice."

the food is nice??

haa!as if.
this coffeeshop is an exception even tho i wouldn't go there again,i just tell my dad to get me a takeaway^^
don't think I'll blog till after exams.I can't wait to go vivo!omg.

look at all the food on the hello kitty plane!i'm so jealous=/the plane even has hello kitty on it!must cost a bomb to actually sit that plane.

anyway.the other day was one of those weird days where you notice weird stuff.i mean,i counted and like eighteen ngee ann poly people alone wore giordano shirts on the bus!i mean there's nothing wrong.but it's a prob cos:

1)giordano's current motto is World Without Strangers.so they came up with that line.and they're sort of like an established brand.but just cos they came up with that line doesn't mean everyone must wear giordano.

2)it's also sort of an aging brand.if you wear like giordano to markets when you're thirty something,stall owners are bound to call you aunty right?

haa!if i am ever called aunty one day,i will just cry cos you know when people call you aunty,it's a polite way of saying you look old.

[that said,if you never want to be called an aunty,avoid going to markets.after all 1)it stinks like freakin puke and rotten fish and 2)there's a higher chance the stall owners will call you aunty and downgrade your image confidence factor.]

or you can just move to australia or somewhere far far away and avoid being called aunty altogether.

cos being called aunty is seriously downgrading and stupid.

i am so sick of not being able to blog when i want.i didn't realise how much i had grown on my com!

the trip to kl was super fun but one thing i missed:a dog!any dog,it doesn't have to be mine.infact it was like pretty much an animal-less trip.the dog in my grandma's house died like a year ago,and i wasn't even there to witness it so i was uber depressed in kl.

also in my tuition everyone quit cos i think the teach is seriosuly lousy,it's basically a rip-off.which means i'm the only one going for the tuition!
whenever i sms,he looks and asks me who i'm smsing.
when i doodle on the worksheets he gives,he asks me what i'm drawing.
and when i'm doing the work he gives,he will stare at me or go like,"uhmm that answer is wrong.no,that."
IN MY EAR.
you know how freaking irritating it is to have someone yelling onto your ear like you're deaf?!
heck with it,go and walk around the room or eat or something.just don't stare at me when i'm doing my work,it's freaky.
i can't even stand strangers looking at me,i just get damn irritated when they do that.

today during english the teach brought us to the library,and xy,issie and me were sitting under the tables upstairs,reading the library comics(it's like foxtrot and baby blues,not some esque nerdy thing),and i swear,i almost thought xy lost her insanity cos this is what she basically said:

xy*laughs*:do i sound like i'm mad?cos i keep laughing to myself when i read the comic.
me: umm,ya you sound mad?
xy*laughs*:shut up lah becky.

i know it's a stupid convo.
hope i get to skip sports day which is like tomorro=]
have to go now for cca.snifff.

better hurry and blog before the teach comes.
last sunday i went to my uncle's house,and all the relatives came and everything and when they saw me they went like,"you've put on weight!"and i was so shocked,i was speechless.i didn't know when i put on weight people can tell.
so i'm now on a diet--seriously,i'm not becoming a rexy or whatever.
i'm just eating less potato chips and stuff.
so why did everyone freak out when i told them?they were going"you are too skinny already,are you crazy?"
and i just found out i can't stick to diets.ever.
i ate two plates of spaghetti yesterday and i ate 7 pineapple tarts!
i wonder how people can go on starvation diets.
it is so impractical and stupid to starve yourself in the name of beauty.

my aunt went to hk using a hello kitty plane!i was so jealous man.she even sent me photos to add on to my jealousy.pffft.

teach is here.

i'll put the pictures some other time,even if no one like hello kitty.

today was like the worst day ever.
i was just photocopying my physics answers for my sister at the bookshop and then along comes v.e.t(i'm too nice to mention her name*pukes) and then she went in this mean voice,"i'm going to tell the teacher "and i just ignored her,and she kept taunting,"seriously,seriously".
one,she looks like she comes out of a criminal book record or something,and two,i was not cheating.
what does it take to convince a telltale who sucks?
she's a sucker.
i mean what the heck is that damn girl's freaking problem?
she won't tell on her friends,but she siezes any opportunity to suck up to a teacher and tell on someone who isn't her friend.
i hate her,i seriously do.
you can go and play with your damn friends and tell teachers everything they do,but don't involve me in your little freaking convos cos i am so not interested.
you don't even have proof of what i'm doing.
what a fag.
and then after recess she threatened me and said"you better hand up both answer sheets or i'll tell."and then i was speechless,like whaat?
are you stupid or what,you don't even know why i photocopied the answers!
okay.
feel better now.
whenever i hate someone,that person is in trouble cos i hold grudges for a long time.
pfft.

i found this picture of mk.
they are making it into t shirts and they're selling well in the US for $20 a shirt.
seriously,i can't believe she's anorexic again.
is it so important to look scraily thin in hollywood?i mean,you can walk around singapore,and the chances of finding an anorexic is quite low.who in singapore would starve themselves when there are coffee shops and restaurants and cafes and hawker centres at every turn,so the smell of food is really strong?
no one in the right mind would.
okay,i don't really like coffee shops and stuff.they smell of vegetable oil.
but still,i would never give up food to look that thin.
maybe mk decided to starve herself to show everyone what the poverty-stricken childern in africa look like,with her rib cage showing.
hmmm.or maybe she's giving up her meals for the starved African kids so now they're round and happy,while she's thin and grotesque.
or she just wants attention from the media,and i guess that's highly possible.
is she an attention seeking freak or what?

i'm wasting my time blogging on a bag of bones who has sad looking eyes she hides behind oversized sunnies=/

anyway,my results for principles and chinese were damn shocking.
i got the lowest for poa(clearly i failed),and the teacher kept asking me if i understood.
here's the convo:
teach:do you understand?
*nod.
teach:do you understand or not?
*nodnod
teach:you sure?
*nodnodnod

the end.
i am aware it is possibly the stupidest convo in my entire life.
and then during chinese,there were bees resting on a tree outside and they kept coming in,one by one,to scare us.it was so freaky!
they circle around your legs,and then you hit them with your paper.
ahmgosh,i shudder whenever i think of it.
only two people in our class actually passed the chinese test with mid fifties.
i got thirty plus.
i know,i was so shocked,but at least i'm an avvie in the class.

roadtrip countdown:14 days!

i know camp's over and i was super happy to come back to school,but now that school is back i really wish there was no such thing as school.i mean think about it,you go to school,hear the teachers nag and then go back home with a pile of homework.and where do you begin?
btw the prefects in my school suck.i was just eating a little out of the canteen,and then this tall prefect who is pretty much a giraffe came over and went in a cheerful voice,"hello!i'm booking you for eating out of the canteen.bye!"and i was just like"whaaat?"
and yeah she actually told me she was booking me in a cheerful voice!
what crap is that?maybe like they reward them with money or something if they book as many people as they can.
just a fantasy,but it could fully be true.
and bribery is so wrong.
she really needs a reality check.

neway my father has been going around,fengshui-ing the house.he's been buying all theses jade mini trees and putting them all over the house.and whenever i flip through magazines in bookshops,my father is there,looking through some esque feng shui book written by a claimed feng shui master.i am so sick of the feng shui thing!i mean yeah, i am aware that it is apparently good luck or whatever,but going around buying fishes and putting them in ponds will not bring in wealth and whatever,right?
i mean to get wealth,you have to work hard for it,not buy fish and place them in the garden and on the patio.
this is ridiculous.at least there's one upside to this,tho.
i am getting a new bed!for myself!i want the super single kind from simmons or whatever brand that will help me go to sleep every night=]

i know this is really random,but the party dinner birthday at conrad on saturday really rocked.it was so rad,took like some fam portraits (andthe photographer will edit them so we all look good.hehe)which will be printed on that kind of canvas cloth thing for us to hang up.

okay for now,the only thing i'm looking forward to is when i go to kl!
roadtriproadtrip countdown:15 days to go.
i so can't wait.
especially to go to my cousin's condo which has 3 levels.the condos in kl are high end,exquisite and the sizes of the condos are equal to the size of a regular spore house!
ahmgosh,i can't wait.

I'm not finished with the darn camp.Thank God i didn't do the abseiling or rock climbing!i'm seriosly afraid of heights now thanks to the stupid camp.
and the worst part is,there's this whole area next to my house that belongs to ngee ann poly with like the flying fox and abseiling wall and everything!
and all i can say is thanks a lot.
i'm pretty much scarred for life.
and the toilets were like portaholes!the kind where you have to squat.there are bugs and actual literal crap in there and you expect us to be happy?
no way.
that's the last i will ever talk of camp.
glad to have that all out=)


Thick Skinned Idiots
i really can't stand people who are super thick skinned.they think they like rule the world or something just because they are good at one thing or another.
like there's this one guy who calls himself singapore and USA's most good looking.did you see his face in the newspaper?and in an earlier ep of girls out loud where wendy(aka xiaxue) went out with him and she wanted to kill roz cos he was boring her to death?(i know she was reading off a script,but still...)
he seriously looks like the ugliest person on earth.no offence tho.
i mean it's perfectly okay to think you are good at something,but please do not even go to the extent of thinking that you are the best on earth.
and in american idol 6 there was this girl who was half goth or something and sort of...plump,and ryan seacrest asked her if she could sing and she was like"of course i can sing,i mean if i can't why did i come here for?"so i got the impression she could sing and then when she went to audition she couldn't even get a note in pitch.she was completely tone deaf!

and there are like a hundred thousand other people in america who start swearing to the camera if they don't get in.heck,if you can't sing,here's some advice:
deal with it.don't live in denial and insist you can sing when you really can't.

and last thing before i stop:this morning at assembly the vp was like saying,"if you don't want us to treat you like primary school kids,don't act like one."
primary school kids?
it sounds as if they are against primary school kids.which isn't a problem,except everyone goes through primary school.
so once you're past primary school you look down on it?yeah,that's why people go back to visit their primary schools all the time.because they hate it.
and we do not act like primary school kids.we so do not.

i can't believe i havven't blogged for so long!the damn virus attacked my computer so my father cancelled the internet and i've been feeling blogless='(
neway the camp really sucked!they made us wash the toilets and it was so freaking smelly!so i just like walked up and down and pretended to help.
the beds we slept in were like the hard wooden kind!i couldn't even sleep and i was like tossing and turning for three nights and i was so exhausted!
and i swear,no matter how many times i sprayed on the mosquito repellent,i still got mosquito bites and am permanently off that darned citrusy smell.also until now the mosquito bites still haven't gone and they're,like,scars.
and don't talk to me about the flying fox,it was like living hell.i was just standing there like 3 stories high and decided to step off the ledge cos i seriously didn't believe i would swing across,then suddenly i was like flying across!it really freaked me out,i hate heights even more now.
hmmm this saturday is my grandfather's 70th birthday at the conrad hotel!got a dress and pretty flats.hehe.i don't think i can show photos of them cos i don't have the internet at home=(
but i'll try.
still trying to forget about hell camp now.it really sucked,like everyone will go,"omg i love camp you'll remember it forever" and i'm like "uh whatever.i'll definitely remember the four days i suffered and all for the wrong reasons."

blog soon if i can,maybe during the next art lesson.